At days I sigh thinking about it,

At days I feel nothing

But I couldn't

It gave me a sense of what I was part of, something I had known for a very long time, and then my heart was comforted. 

I am in a dilemma

And then I thought of what it will be like when I leave,

I thought of what it will be like when I stay.

I am to choose between my heart

and what my mind tells me 

to do

and i'm still here 

not moving not going anywhere