For God's sake, Put a stop to all of this.
I slapped myself one day and told myself to stop all of these unnecessary thinking.I didn't realize all of this was harming me until one morning I made a cup of milo and a cup of tea, at the same time, in the same cup. And my supervisor asked me whether I was in my own world that weekend, because I can't seem to get my jobs done. Or right.
You know what they say, they say a lot of things.
The change starts with you.
Surround yourself with people who makes you happy.
Surround yourself with laughter.
Do something that makes you happy.
Considering all of that together, I chose to leave. I chose not to care about what people are probably blabbering about me because they shouldn't care in the first place, right? Because I know I don't.
It's like asking why that man is wearing that type of hat out today in a really unhappy manner, Damn you, he's happy wearing that hat out today, leave him be. That hat of his doesn't go around literally bothering anyone, does it?
Sometimes I've come to a conclusion that people never like to see others genuinely happy. Maybe because they're missing that very aspect of life. Maybe because they don't have what you have.
Moral of the whole story: Do not immediately assume/judge when you do not know the truth.
And being humans, it's only natural. It's not their fault. It's not anybody's.
After a hurricane // comes a rainbow.
Tuesday, October 9, 2012 @ 3:07 AM / 0 daisies