And then i did another one with pen drawing

Not really much of anything... All out of inspiration to create because it requires capital. Always have been using my own capital and now i am... broke since I've given everything to my mum.

apparently she needs more,

I feel terrible not giving her any cash because I don't earn as much. And for that, I've planned to get myself a job,

Yeah i need all the luck i can get. I've never really stayed in a job for more than 3 months..

and lately i've been feeling rather...

what is the word to describe when a artist feels like throwing everything away because the artist feel the work is useless and ugly

everything

Lol the frustrations of an artist